.: Playing with my delirium
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Had a full-on-ish weekend.
Sunday turned into the get-nothing-done slum day again and Im not happy.
Next weekend, Im going out Sunday, if I can absolutely help it. I need to be tired before I go to bed.
Nothing much is happening, except I ended up getting flights booked by Mum & Gran, so
Turns out Im spending my 24th birthday in the Motherland. How
I dunno how I feel about that. I fear it would give the familial-units an excuse to force dinners and lunches and whatnot on me. I want to be free to choose who I hang around with.
I need to start making a rough itinerary, so that I dont forget places I want to visit. I believe some perusal of mamas tourism books is in order. Or perhaps, I can check whether roanri pranet has a recent publication. Id be good since it would have an up-to date map. Meh
Ill be fine. Ive got a wealth of human resources at my disposal.
So thats that.
My old Room Cleaning quest of a year and a half has now mutated into a desperate desire to rid myself of any and all belongings that no longer mean anything to me. Im just sick of all the clutter, not that my room is
that messy by usual society standards, but its still rather messy to me. I want to not have anything on my desk other than my laptop. Should I need to, remove it and put up all my art materials.
Yeah, its an old tune but pin pointing the underlying issues and realizing that its not just a matter of cleaning up the room, but rather purging myself of items which are useless to me now, hold little to no meaning and are simply robbing me of space.
I missed the recent contest from

, which was frustrating as I only realized the end date for it with only half a day to go. Add in the
required sleep hours and theres no way in hell I was going to be able to successfully produce something that would stand a chance of winning, regardless of how absolutely original my concept seemed to be.
I wont disclose it because its my own, though some friends know of it and concurred that it was quite original. From what I glimpsed of the entries, it was one of the most original ideas. Everybody was beating the dead horses of inner turmoil, angel vs demon, which was disgustingly predictable. I had two concepts, with the one I was choosing being the best.
Oh well. Next time I see a contest I like Ill make a point of making several personal alarms in any form, so that I dont miss out again.
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I bought myself a set of dumbbells only to have dad grumble at me that he has everything of the sort up in the shed. Big wh00p, he let the awesome bench literally rot & rust, out in the rain and the rings on his dumbbells are wonky. I dont like em.
This arvo, Ill take a look and if theyre half-decent, maybe Ill just take back the weights. Goodness knows, $180 is good money, although I had planned to get these for months now.
Need to get JWhoa back in the panel-beaters after some twat came roaring down a freeway exit straight into the back of my STATIONARY car.
This was the Saturday before last.
"Oh... I didn't expect traffic to be backed up that far..."
1. ever heard of Decrease Your Speed signs?
2. its called common-sense
3. remember the
empty lane you had more than enough time to swerve into to avoid ramming into my car??
Seriously, it was bullshit. 24 hours after collecting it, it needed repairs again.
Sure, theyre almost non-visible, but its the utter annoyance of having to lose the car for another day, where theyll proceed to shift my seat and mirrors around so I spend hours trying to put it back the right way.
Im rather zombie-like today, since I impulsively decided at 11:40 pm to call up ~
DoidaPorTi. That was smart. Sure, we had to revert to msn, since her phone didnt like my international call, but still
Not doing that again in a hurry. Ive been half-decent with my sleep for a few weeks and I have to go and spoil it.
Anyway
Over today already.
Ja, matta
PatMan
PS: I really love this skin, but if anyone can help with getting the text left-aligned, I would greatly appreciate it!
I know squat about CSS.
Cheers!
"I'll go anywhere so long as it's forward" -- Dr. Livingstone
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48 people have said i look like heath ledger - so i offed the competition
to the world you might be just one person, but to one person you just might be the world <3
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